"Meeting A Friend"

A,
You're not the only one meeting a 'friend' today. I know I'm pretty lonely, in fact I've spent much of this summer spending time alone.
I welcomed back an old friend today too. But it's kind of different from the 'friend' you're meeting today. Today you're meeting someone new, someone you "hit it off" with. It's very much a positive description, and it's sure to be a positive experience.
The friend I welcomed back today is a very different friend. I welcome it back but I'm not particularly happy to see it. I didn't miss it, and I don't want it in my life. But hey, what to do. The meeting with my friend today is on the opposite end of the scale compared to your meeting. My meeting is one filled with a very familiar sorrow. In fact, the friend I welcomed back is sorrow. It's sadness. Isn't it funny that I go basically my whole life feeling lonely and when I finally meet a friend all it brings is anguish and agony?

I wish you could see,
You're the only girl I've ever dreamed of.